Won't let it melt away

D'you know what? I won't let it melt away. I won't give up so easily.
It's a stupid thing to think that I can't have another chance. A better one.

It's dumb, it's ridiculous to think that everything exists just to bother me, to keep me away of my dreams.

And it's not healthy to be paranoic. It's not funny to be so attached to rules.

It's easy to be wrong, to make mistakes (I must be writing without following the grammar rules). And it's pleasant.

I know that I'd better feel the joy that I'm sure it's there, it's here with me. It's real, I can almost touch it.

Life's here to make me smile, relaxed and happy for everything that I've done. And I've done a lot. I'm not any hero, 'cause if I'm a hero, then everyone is a hero too. But I'm a fighter, like everyone, I've got my journey in one hand and my future in the other one.

Move on. I have to move on. And I'm doing it. But not so fast.

I'm just a normal person. Like everyone.